I’m tired of being caught between the devil and the deep blue sea .. I’m really sick of decisions!! I’ve always been standing at the crossways .. waiting for signs!! for some signs to follow!! I once faked them!! And the truth is: I find no signs in my life.. but I still believe in them!!
I’ve always been choosing the “deep blue sea” over anything else .. I hate the devil and I’ve never chosen it!! But the sea is devoted to no one!! Sailors know this perfectly well … I didn’t know .. so, I’ve always been drowning in bottomless blue seas … and I’m finally tired .. tired of the sea!! I can’t even swim .. Sailors are passing by every now and then, they offer help and they blame me all the time.. And the devil is standing there .. He’s there and he’s laughing .. BUT I’m not asking him for help!! ’cause I’ve already chosen the sea .. I’ve chosen my way!! It could be a wrong one.. but I’m not giving up!! I’m just afraid and tired … and I’m ignoring any sailor who could take me home!!
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Sometimes ignoring help can make u regret forever, so take care !!!
yea that’s exactly what I’m afraid of = ((
but I’m not gonna ignore your advice = ))